At the moments....

心情-

2010-04-17T17:02:00.001+08:00

一个星期的study week就这样过了。。。你问我有没好好温习？！

我能不能回答“还是颓废了一阵子。”

不是第一次应付考试了，这次是特别的紧张担心。。。

我还是溜出去看戏，逛街，享受食物。。。

就是不想那么压力啊！

我知道是来不及温习完的了，而且会比之前那学期更糟耶！因为还有很多的问号找我。。。

不管啦！能不能不考试啊？！好辛苦哦！

我就快burst了！谁能帮我充气？！谢谢

2009 年最后的post

2009-12-31T11:36:00.004+08:00

2009 年最后一天了。。。大家今天都计划怎样渡过呢？
今天特别有感触的。。。一年又就这样过去了！那么快就修完一个学期的硕士！
2010年星期五一月一号。。。新的一年希望我会过的更加精彩！
希望我的家人都身体健健康康，平平安安！
新的一年的到来，我只希望自己能把学业搞好，希望老天爷给我一个开开心心充实的一年！
今天一个人倒数31号。。。感觉真的有点寂寞！因为之前不管什么日子都是两个人一起渡过。。。
虽然那时候并没有怎样庆祝但是还是会很开心的！
没办法。。。相隔两地。。。又不能乱花钱。。。不管怎样，还是祝福大家

新年快乐
2010 年
我欢迎你！

在这新的一年大家要好好为自己的目标奋斗哦！

近况

2009-12-08T11:17:00.002+08:00

现在是学校假期。。。一直到十二月二十八日！
最近在忙些什么？嗯，从十二月一号开始到十八号又教补习，part time.
没办法，资金不够嘛！哈哈！
上星期五回马六甲。主要目的是探望公公婆婆。差不多有整半年美和他们见面了。
只能说，他们都老了许多。
婆婆因为糖尿病割了两只脚趾。现在都必须戒口。那天看到她时真的觉得她瘦了好多好多。
婆婆现在并不是很有力自己行走，必须扶着椅子。每星期都需去医院复诊。
也应为这样，我看见爸爸也似乎老了，一脸疲倦的样子。要上班也要照顾我婆婆！
我知道他心里应该很烦。。。但是身为她女儿，还在念书的我，不能在金钱上帮他。。。只能默默支持他。
因为弟弟还在应付考试，所以下星期一，妈妈和弟妹都回去马六甲。
爸爸在星期二需要懂眼睛小手术。。。所以妈妈必须照顾他。
我并不要求什么，只请求老天都保佑我家人都健健康康的！在这时候没有其他东西还重要过他们的健康！

2009-10-01T11:08:00.002+08:00

很多时候并不是自己要那样，但往往环境逼着你不得不那样想不得不那么在意！你变了！
原来不管在那间大学都是会有这样的事这样的环境！
自己要加由了！只剩那短短几星期而已要大考了！要快快把asgn赶完啊！
Jz finished mid-term holidayz...1 weeks...but past so fast!
Pack wif activities last holidayz...especially attended two dear frenz' wedding!
Congrates to both of them....Yuan Hui n Twinie Fong @_@
Feel like going trip...any suggestion? domestic interest places?!
Wan relax my mind n "busy" dayz...
Gonna make a decision now...to stop? to continue?
Hopefully u ll agree wif my requirements!
I haf no better ways to solve...but to make tis decision...
U r important to me, but i haf to choose between u 2! -_-

1st Oct (Thurs) Sunny day (no more rains till now)

Everything new

2009-07-12T19:46:00.002+08:00

Finally...temporarily settled sum of d stuffs...

Now, i haf my master of APPLIED STATISTIC in UM.
Rent a room in subang & everyday travel bout 20 minutes (if NO jam)
or 1 n half hours (if got traffic jam) to attend my classes...
All my lectures start at 6.15p.m & end at 9.15p.m.
There's a unique culture in my fac...others fac i not very sure
At 7.30p.m v haf a tea break about half an hour...
V ll be given a cup of tea & sandwiches....fried rice....bread
(of course tis were included in our fees...i jz being informed *sweat*)
They said tis is for d benefits of those who haf to cum straight after work!

I haf chose to take 4 subjects tis sem...2 core subjects & 2 optional subjects
Almost for every subject v haf to learn software...
Most of my coursemates r chinese....some r working...some taking as FULL time

Since i m new to UM, luckily haf a fren of mine in degree who helped me a lot...
For d way 2 my fac...d nearest way to UM (to avoid jam)...bla bla bla

Realli feel bit tired of driving...especially when there's jam...
N there r alwiz....haha...really cnt be understood!
My driving skills become more SCARY in KL...haha

Anyway, hope my new life in KL ll goes on smoothly...Bless me!

Decisionz

2009-05-29T21:07:00.003+08:00

Results had been out few days ago...
But v can onli noe d gred for our thesis bout end of june...
Tat means i still cnt take my original result transcript...
since v still need to wait CGPA with thesis gred...

At tis moment, many of us started to haf headache...
To continue for MASTER? (Yes, but wat course to take?)
Or to go for an interview for JOB? (Yes, but who wan me?)

I think i alrd very 坚持tat i wan to continue for master...
Sure, there's moment where my mind tell me...
mb i would like to go for a job!
I proceed wif my application for master since Februari...
Sure, some of d uni ll tell u tat they wan ur last sem results...
which oso mean u cnt do anything now till u get it...

I m nt sure if i,myself alrd noe which uni to go for...
I still cnt get my result transcript...
So d uni i applied cnt proceed wif my application...
I m very worry d delay of getting my transcript...
tis ll affect my application!

Before get my result transcript,then offer letter...
realli make me worry@_@
Jz praying hard everything ll goes on smoothly...

breakzz~~~

2009-05-07T12:05:00.003+08:00

Finally, finished everything...
Now having my 2 months break in Klg...
To charge myself for energy...
B4 starting my new life soon...

Actualli I m kind of person...
who cant jz sit at home doing nth...haha
I feel bored...
I hate 'boringsssss'...
I rather work than u ask me to stay at home...

I need sports...haha...
Rather than jz eat n sleep at home...
Wan find a part time job...
Any lobang? haha
Let me earn some pocket money la

Anyway....happy HOLIDAYZ to o my dear frenz@_@

结束了

2009-04-21T16:22:00.005+08:00

终于结束了考试。。。
最后一次在大学生涯的考试。。。

今天早上九点考最后一张数学。
是我重拿得一科。。。
因为上次拿C!（第一次也是最后一次！）

要是我没继续读硕士。。。
以后都不需要考试咯！哈哈！
但是现在还真的没什么感觉叻!
可能因为过后还有PITA PRESENTATION!

哦!今天我竟然做了一件很难忘的事!
当我准备下车去考场时,竟然发现我忘了代最重要的tool!
不是吧!最后一张得让我那么难忘吗?
不过当时我还真得很冷静。。。
赶快去跟老师借，还好这位老师有在。。。
还好今天是在教室考（因为平时是在大礼堂）
不然我真的惨咯！
真是的！

最近都失眠。。。希望过后能好好睡。。。
得面对新生活新环境了！

忧郁症

2009-04-18T16:06:00.003+08:00

昨天翻开光明日报的副刊，发现了这篇文章。
“精神身体积及思考失调”

忧郁症的症状：
1。情绪失落 (yes)
2。对事情明显失去兴趣 (yes)
3。失眠或睡太多 (yes)
4。经常出现负面想法等九大症状 (yes)
出现五个症状且持续两周。。。 (yes)

由于其是否出现想自杀的念头?! (yes, pernah)

惨了！是真的吗？-_-'

stress

2009-04-14T23:57:00.002+08:00

这几天很压力。。。
很后悔前几天浪费了宝贵的时间。。。
我并不是能最后一分钟埋头苦读的人。。。
我会安慰朋友别压力。。。但是却不会安慰自己。。。
我会告诉朋友放松。。。能读多少就多少。。。
但却用不着在自己身上。。。
我知道压力是自己给自己的。。。
我能读书读到一半流眼泪。。。是不是神经病？哈哈
很压力时都会很想吃东西来发泄。。。
虽然这方法是很不健康的。。。哈哈！
但是我真得很压力！
虽然不是第一次考试，是最后一次大学考试，还是希望能快快考完哦！

...

2009-04-10T09:49:00.002+08:00

Yesterday....5 hours....watched LITTLE NYONYA...10 episod!!!
"Geng"
Onli 2 words to describe myself:

颓废

WARNING:

Dun let urself relax for so many days...

u still got paper...k? Cheer up

moody~~~

2009-04-08T17:02:00.002+08:00

Jz finished one math paper on tues...
Bout nine days before another 2 paper...
Going 2 haf 2 papers on 16th...
huhuhu
2nd time in my uni life...
having 2 papers on one day...
Challenging rite?

Now need to concentrate to complete fyp...
n tutorials...
haha...but seems like i m relax...

Come on ppl...last time 2 sit for exam...
be relax....
Oppz... can i?

My 2 days

2009-04-07T20:48:00.002+08:00

Last fri nite went bec to kluang~~~
9.20p.m flight but delayed till 11.10p.m reached kl...
2.30a.m onli reached home...
had a nightmare on d flight...
(my ears was so pain coz of d tekanan, till my tears...charm)
of course directly went on my sweet bed~~~haha

d next morning haf bak ku teh wif family...
then watch drama on astro...
take a 1 hour nap in d afternun...
went out to "repair" my hair....haha
tat's y now luk lagi short o @_@
went to Paloh haf my dinner...
bec home at 11p.m...
"Phew" d day passed so fast...
I didnt relax enuff lo~~~

Home is still d nicest n most comfortable place!
wish to go home as soon as possible~~~

last activity

2009-04-03T11:36:00.003+08:00

Tis morning 8a.m jz went for an activity organised by Math Club (HIMMAT).
My last activity in UMT.
It was a meeting wif our mentors (pembimbing siswa).

Since my old mentor had been transfered to USM in Kelantan (a malay guy)
My new mentor is a chinese lecturer, a guy (not available alrd @_@ haha)

He never teach me
But i noe he is really a nice and kind guy (not available d@_@ haha)
Whenever u need his help, he ll say YES!
Never c him angry
Never c him shouted at anyone
He really help me a lot during my university life in UMT

Here, i really wan to say "THANK YOU" to him, Mr Loy
Wish him all d best in UMT
(juz now should say but...forgot...haha)

Striving....

2009-04-01T13:20:00.002+08:00

Finally...cum to d last week
last week of my last sem in UMT
2nd last day to have lectures in UMT
last week for me to prepare for final exam
last time i ll haf my exam in UMT
last week which i should prepare for fyp report
three more weeks to spend d days wif my frenz here

Next week we ll start our final exam
After two weeks, its time for us to pass up our fyp draft
After three more weeks, its time for us to present our fyp
After two months, i m going to start my new life
in new environment wif new groups of ppl

Somehow i feel tat...y am i seems relaxing?
SHouldn't...it shouldn't be like tis
I haf to take d time to meet my supervisor
I haf to take d time to complete my tutorial
I haf to take my time to revise for my final
I haf to take my time to strive for Numerical Analysis paper

Although how much i wish d time could stop...
but still I haf to tell my self tat
"Siew Ping, u haf to strive for ur final!"

2009-03-20T22:28:00.002+08:00

距离大考的时间大概也只还有两个星期。。。距离真正离开登的时间还有一个月多。。。
好快就要结束一段大学生涯。。。
以后或许也不会再回来这离居銮需要八小时的路程的小村。。。哈哈！当然毕业典礼一定要来啦！
现在你问我以后（或则应该说现在）向做什么工。。。能做什么工。。。我还是只能回答说“我真的不知道”！这是因为我每志向？还是我的前途一片渺茫？还是自己美好好想过呢？
还是那一句“时间过得好快哦！” 过不久又要面对一段新生活了！老了咯。。。
还是做学生较好。。。不是吗？哈哈！虽然还使得面对功课考试的压力。。。比起出来社会应该好点吧！哈哈！
梁淑冰。。。你不能放弃哦！·——·

2009-03-15T21:40:00.003+08:00

Sometimes...how much i wish i can haf more than 24 hours per day...
Sometimes...how much i wish d clock can stop moving...
Sometimes...how much i wish i can done all d works within d limited hours and minutes...
Now...i realli hope god ll bless me...

三月四号

2009-03-05T16:08:00.002+08:00

昨天，星期三，是登加楼公共假期。我约了三位朋友去关丹玩。。。回来第二天早上，收到一封讯息！
同样的，昨天早上有几位小我两年的学妹们一样很兴奋得要去关丹玩。。。但很不幸的她们在出发不久就发生了车祸。据说车还蛮严重的损坏，其中三位女生只是惊吓但是其中一名女生缺墒得很重！听朋友说她的鼻子和耳朵都流血，相信是脑震荡所以现在还是昏迷不醒。医生说很不乐观只有五十五是巴仙！就算开刀也得靠她自己的毅力醒来！
真正发生车祸的原因并不是很清楚但是有人说因为她们把车子停在路旁，另一辆相信开很快的车位了闪摩托而撞向他们的车！
人的生命真的有时难以预料，谁又能料到原本开心的一天在那几秒钟变成了恶梦！
现在大家都在祈祷这一位女生能平安无事渡过难关！希望老天爷能帮着女生从昏迷中惊醒！

thoughts....

2009-02-22T20:52:00.005+08:00

Failed to make some decisions...

these coming 4th n 9th of Mac r public holidays...

4th (wednesday) and 9th (monday)...fri n sat weekends...thurs jz got one hour class...sun got two hours class (wish to skip...hehe)!

tat means got at least 6 to 7 days lo...

But still got lotz of works need to be done...including my final year project (die soon) Haha@_@

Miss home...how much i wish i jz need to take 45 minutes to reach kluang by flight~~~can i? (perhaps when i dream)

Sushi Steamboat

2009-02-12T23:51:00.007+08:00

Although Terengganu is jz a very very small town...but glad tat there is still a Sushi restaurant located here. Actualli it jz a very small shop beside a hotel...it not onli sell sushi but oso others like nasi goreng n western food. Yup...i dun realli like sushi tat much...especially those wif raw materials...but i like Unagi don n another special grilled fish *forgot d name of d fish haha* There is also sushi steamboat in tis shop...n finally we went there to try since we haf alwiz wanted to try before..

tis is all d food for our steamboat...n wif Udong mee
tis is d soup for our steamboat...very very nice!
All together there r five ppl, so we jz order two of tis soup. One cost us RM35 n is enuff for 2 person. D paper filled wif d soup is so special...it wun kena burnt by d fire...hmm...wonder where can get tis...haha.

Hopefully can try tis steamboat d second time soon...

无奈

2009-02-03T15:59:00.002+08:00

初九咯。。。很快新年就要过去了！
星期六晚上回到登，觉得很不想回来啊！虽然说还有两个多月就要毕业了，心里还是好想家。
其实心里很不想很不想回来登，又一大堆的功课，考试，烦恼，好多好多问题都得去面对。
老实说，到现在还是收拾不了心情准备一切。
除了睡和吃，我选择逃避一切。什么东西都没做！甚么都不想去想！
你问我为什么我会变成这样。。。我真得不能回答你。。。
老天爷，你能救我吗？我真得很不开心！

Works to be done...

2009-01-19T19:29:00.002+08:00

After few days will b our Chinese New Year, it seems like lotz of homework need to b settle during d week...
1. d most important one: read journals for my final year project...n of course muz start try d programming part.
*went 2 c my penyelia tis morning, got his permission to use C++ instead of S-PLUS(a software i nv learnt)...as long as i can get d output!
2. read journals for d subject interpersonal communication, need to write report on "Self disclosure".
3. do programming homework for d subject of numerical analysis.
4. need to revise n prepare for complex analysis test which ll b held on d 1st week after new year.
*tis is d subject i retake in tis semester...haf to put more effort!
5. need to revise n prepare for numerical analysis test which ll b held on 2nd week after new year.
*hmm...if u look at my text book, u ll b scared off by all d algorithms n figures!
Although jz 5, i think i ll b CRAZY b4 i done d 3rd one...haha...
But now wat's on my mind is WAITING foR d day-31TH OF JAN-CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

10000x Question marks....

2009-01-18T08:36:00.002+08:00

I m realli dun understand...wat realli three of u wanted frm us...
Izit u r too free and tried to make trouble to us?
Izit u r too envy of us and tried to destroy our happiness?
Izit u ll feeling bad if u r being stop to say anyting bad?
Izit ur boyfren dun treat u gud tat u wish so much to destroy other couple?
Izit d background u frm tat make u like to do all these STUPID stuff?
Izit incommunicative is a crime?
Sharp-Tongued...u ll get frm god wat u done one day!
Dun u think u r realli infantility?
Y three of u jz cnt let us stay happy n harmoni?
Trying to tell everyone, trying to make everyone noe tat u dun like someone doesnt mean u r great!Bt they ll think tat u r IDIOT!
Dun u think everyone ll jz listen to wat u said!
Dun u ever think one day wat u said ll b heard n noe by us! N tis alwaiz ll b...
GOSSIP IS A FEARING THING!
U ll never get d chance to destroy our relationship!

...

2009-01-08T16:15:00.002+08:00

Left 2 more weeks b4 CHINESE NEW YEAR...
hmm...actualli should b very happy to welcome tis great celebration...but after these ll i haf to suffer from my final year project , tests n presentation. Tis sem is a very short sem compare to 1st, 3rd and 5th sem. Tat's y we going to haf onli sem break during cny...
Tis afternun, got a msg frm one fren saying tat one of her coursemate wan to drop studies...coz of stress frm doing final year project. *HUH* They r nt in d same course as me...n they ll haf another one year b4 graduate.
Suddenli blank in my mind...i m d one going to graduate 1st tis sem...n i dun even started to do anything...should i b more worried more than them? should i d one should drop n nt them?! *sigh* Realli dun hf ideas wat to do next...

Unforgetable triP

2008-12-27T23:16:00.002+08:00

jz bec frm KL tis evening...Phew...luckily i could catch d bus tis morning...
tis morning, we went out to bus station to take our bus at 11a.m...
yesterday nite, my fren asked our coursemates izzit terminal putra=hentian putra...n my coursemated said YES!
so without any doubt, we took LRT frm KL Sentra to TERMINAL PUTRA...once we reached there, we asked each of us "how come we cnt c any bus express there". Then one of the taxi driver asked us "where r u going", we said "terminal putra to take bus express". OH MY GOD!!! The taxi driver said "here is terminal putra, where u need to go is hentian putra...nvm...RM20". *WHAT* Looking at our watch, alrd 10.40p.m...it ll take 20 minutes (if nt jam) to there as told by the taxi driver. We quickly called the Sani express counter to tell them we are on our way to hentian putra and asked them wait us for 10 minutes...and of course they said YES, OK! he said we r nt d onli who mistaken terminal putra as hentian putra...Luckily the traffic was smooth....and 11.05p.m we reached there...looking around..."how come no any Sani Bus?" Rushing to the counter, d person in charge jz told us "d bus is gone"...can u all take taxi to go Gombak Shell Mcdonald before toll there to wait the bus" Again...under the sun, waiting any taxi to pass by...luckily we get one after 5 minutes...(RM15) Along our way, we kept looking if there any Sani bus...WE DIDNT C 1 at all...Finally reached Gombak Shell Mcdonald, but no Sani bus there too...we called again d bus counter, they jz asked us to wait, mb d bus nt yet reach. Taxi driver told us there got no taxi n any bus to bec KL. We were so worried but d kind driver promised us to wait for 20 minutes with RM5...No choice, but to say OK! *Sigh* after 15 minutes, THE BUS WAS HERE to pum oil...haha...God bless me!!!
tis is really a good experience to my fren, Seok Heon coz tis is d 1st time she went KL. haha...and to me 1st time to take bus frm KL to KT...haha...i prefer to be driver rather than passenger next time...

Pray hard

2008-12-22T20:07:00.002+08:00

Praying hard for my grandpa who is undergoing his operation now...
Tis afternoon, got a call frm mum saying tat grandpa haf been complaining tat he was nt feeling well since came bec frm Penang trip...
Around 4 sumting , received call frm mum saying tat grandpa was suspected by doctor tat having heart problem but further state of illness could onli b confirmed after x-ray n blood test...
Around 5 sumthing, i failed to call to my grandpa. After 10 minutes, my aunt in malacca called me n said tat grandpa is still waiting for x-ray report...
Around 6 sumthing in the evening, received call frm mum again...saying tat dad jz called her n told her tat doctor wan grandpa to do d operation 2nite coz his two cardiovasculars are blocked...mum oso told me tat the operation will cost around RM18000...
Around 7p.m, recieved call frm aunt in Penang saying tat grandpa is doing operation now...it ll takes 45 minutes...doctor haf confirmed tat 80% of his 2 cardiovascular has been blocked n is fatalness...grandpa haf to do operation immediately...

Tis happened all at a sudden...grandpa is nearly 80 years old...but he alwiz look healthy n strong...jogging every morning...call me every fri...call me b4 i start my journey to Terengganu or bec to klg...he's alwiz asking when v ll go bec malacca...

Wat i can do now is to pray hard tat everything ll be fine for him...God bless him!!

Relax:)

2008-12-20T17:09:00.002+08:00

As i bec Kt earlier,planning to do my work.
Bt, haha, i done nth.
I m relaxing myself all d days.
Sleep till 11a.m, then haf my breakfast+lunch+watch movies,wash clothes,bath n haf my dinner.
Haha...tis is how i spent my time these few days.
No wonder my fren saw me n told me "u fat bit liao". +_+
Some told me "aiya, relax while u can."
2molo is 1st day of our new sem and last sem for me.
But tis time v no need go the big hall take num n wait for ur turn to register anymore.
But v still need to choose subjects as elective.
Tis is wat make everyone of us so pening.
When u c one subject u r interested in, u cnt join directly. Haf to double check whether got any crash in timetable n wat's more important is whether d lecturers want to accept us to take theirs subjects as elective or not.
At first, I plan to take java...but sad to say that it crash wif my timetable....so it is not in my list now.
I m thinking to counselling paper tis sem to assist my Human Resource Management i took last sem.
But i interested oso taking accouting management 1 as i prefer account. Izzit ok if i jz take part 1 coz there r all together 3 part. This is my last sem, gt no chance to take d other 2 alrd. I think haf to consult the lecturer 1st.
It's really make us miserable.

Virus

2008-12-19T16:38:00.007+08:00

A bit down 2day...haf been trying to get journals related to my topic for final project.
Till i found a journal which is very close related to my topic...but sad to say tat it dun provide the full version, it onli let us view d abstract. Then i try to find out the contact number of the editor. She was a professor of UPM.
After trying to contact her n email her for two days, finalli i talked to her just a few minutes ago. Haih...her laptop n pc haf been attacked by virus, she said most of the files haf been MISSING. She asked me to try my own best.
She's my onli hope...at least i got some ideas how to start my programming once i got the journal...
Mb i m too unlucky...when i need tis document so much n they haf been 'eaten' by the virus...
Hopefully i can c the bright side again...

假期

2008-12-14T14:03:00.002+08:00

短短一个月的假期还有一星期就要结束了。。。明天就的回登了因为要早点回去收拾心情做thesis啊！还在找需要的software.因为圣诞节才会去吉隆玻所以没办法咯！
相信每个人都会和我一样，接近学校假期时都迫不及待想冲回家因为家还是最舒服的，当接近开学时却得带着沉重的心情回去上课了。因为有好多东西等待自己去做！
剩最后一个学期了。必须决定是否在继续修读master.真的好烦哦！第一，不知道要不要继续留在登修读还是转换学校。要是换学校又担心自己的适应新的环境新的老师。还有金钱问题呢！第二，不知道要拿research还是coursework.Research对我们数学学生来说真的是很难啊！coursework有些朋友却说没什么用。第三，最重要的是不知道自己是不是真的还想继续修读。妈妈一直说现在经济不好很难找工啊而且还年轻要我继续修读。真的好烦哦！相信还是有朋友也像我一样在烦恼！
不管怎样，这次回登了再上网察看资料了再说吧！
在过几天上学期的成绩就要出了。。。这次很没信心！God bless me！哈！
好啦，最后祝福大家都能考取好成绩啦！

Cute~~~

2008-12-10T16:02:00.009+08:00

Last week in Penang, grab the chance to visit Toy Museum, the world's largest toy museum.
The entry fee is RM10 for adult. I took some photos +_+. Hehe

Family of Doreamon~~~ Garfield(spelling correct?) Chinese musical tools~~~

Scarry~~~

回到原点

2008-12-09T12:38:00.002+08:00

刚从马六甲和槟城回来。昨天坐了超过十二小时的巴士路程。。。好累哦！吃了好多美食哦！
最近看了一张三个朋友的照片。。。让我想起之前发生的一件事。。。
当时我真的不明白为什么他们要对我说个美丽的谎言。。。也许我的出现真地对他们造成很不便，也许我不在他们会比较开心，也许我的存在让他们没办法无所不谈。。。也许他们当中有对我不满不喜欢我。。。
当时的我真得很开心能帮一个朋友庆祝生日。。。一心真的只想见这位朋友。。。结果让我发现。。。我一直找个理由说服我自己，为什么不向我坦白？

Exam week

2008-11-18T16:44:00.003+08:00

Finally...finished my last paper 2day...16th days...actualli got 10 days in the middle were jz days for us to reenergize...Phew...feeling bit relax now...bt tis holidays v got many task need to complete...d MOST important one: FINAL YEAR PROJECT. After presented proposal, now v haf to prove the results...which is d most important n paling susah part.
Next sem going to b my last sem...so haf to pack sum useless rubbish bec home. haha. I m going to let myself haf enuff sleep n relax for few days 1st b4 strive for my project...coz insomnia everynite b4 paper. Bt i tell u....i onli wake up after 10.30a.m nowadays...becoming PIG soon...haha...panda eyes.
Anyway Happy Holidays to all who enjoying sem break now...c u^_^

Nw3 b}og

2008-11-18T15:59:00.000+08:00

!st of all sori tat i had deleted my last blog...coz seldom gt chance to online as my room cnt sense any wireless...n since i stay at 5th floor, quite lazy to walk down all d way to hall then feel like nth much to blog...haha...watever la...i ll start my new blog n hope everyone of u ll still support me!!! thanx